Kirstenhellstern CEjWf88orYN's Posts
and just like that another summer holiday ends. it was a much needed holiday...somehow i don’t feel rested. this year has been too much. i’m getting older...peri menopause seems to be setting in, my kids need me less and less and i don’t seem to find the real quality time that i long for with my husband. life doesn’t seem to really stand still and yet it seems to have taken a great pause that makes me feel sadness, uncertainty and perhaps a bit of grief. longing for times in my life when i felt my being had a true sense of purpose. maybe this is what happens to most women my age. maybe this is why this captured moment speaks to me so much. so much beauty and the promise of another day. i feel the need to be quiet and reflective although the insides of me are restless in the questioning of what now?